I know that she had to make the decision to stop and no matter how much I pleaded or punished it would have made no difference. Mom❤😓🎶🙏🏻🏃🏼🏀🏊🏻🎷🎮⛪ NC December 28th, 2014 was the day that changed my life… I miss you more than you’ll ever be able to understand) With Love, Your Princess 👑 USA I lost my handsome, intelligent son Michael due to his disease of addiction on February 5, 2016. He was found to be 100% disabled after fighting for his country and the day after his brother overdosed he received a retroactive disability check in the amount of 9,000! If I would’ve been there that day this would’ve never happened. Lexington, NC I want to send a special message out to my husband who I have known half of my life he was my first kiss it was like a dream came true I met my soon to be his am I always known from the first time I seen you that you were going to be my husband!This is not the first time we have dealt with addiction, thankfully the person found the way into the light. You were Intelligent, Ambitious, Loving Spirited, Gentle, Kind, Trusting, Peace making. You were fast and quick witted, you were a great swimmer,,you were talented and handsome and had puppy dog eyes. My father overdosing & one of those drugs being Fentanyl. And if I could, I would build a staircase to Heaven & bring you back with me. He always wonders if he had gotten that check a day sooner would his brother still be alive? Many nights after your death I sit crying out asking why did you have to leave me so soon we had still so much to do!
Mandy was a huge part of my family lives, more like a sister, daughter, and second mother to my children. You are always missed and forever loved and thought of. Rehabs and Clinics are only in the business of making money not saving lives. I have another son, David who joined the Navy to get away from this epiepidemic! When he came home he struggled with his addiction once again. You take ours hearts with you and you will always be missed by those that loved you so much..I post this public forgiveness as a message to others so that they may be aware of codependency and it’s effects. I hadn’t seen her in 10 years I’m 17 now so I was starting to want to see her before I moved on completely with my life.I hope you are happy and healthy and I now understand why you couldn’t tell me why you left. The day she died mom ( my grandmother but I call her mom) and I had started a folder of thing to show her when we meet after I turned 18 and the next day we get a call saying my mom had overdosed and didn’t make it.I’m grateful that I have my beautiful grandson safe with me and out of that subcultural lifestyle and my children are finally ready to face life without having to numb their emotional pain! Shortly after that you left me after 7 years of wonderful and beautiful moments. I love you my baby Lake Charles, LA US Issa my only son u left us to soon u took my heart and ur sister heart with u we missed u a lot I hope the law change when a mother cries and beg the system for help Answe we get we can’t force someone to a rehab against there own will ..u kidding us!! I see now that this disease is smarter than we are. Your absent family did exactly what you were so afraid of. Asheboro To my son, Ranon’ I love you and miss you so much! I don’t think you had any idea that you were loved by so many people. Knoxville This tribute is for my mom,who had struggled with addiction her whole life.lost the battle three days ago. I do know I loved her and underneath the disease she loved me…but it won. ELDRIDGE My biological mom committed suicide by overdosing on December 6 2017.We both suffered from this horrible disease of addiction and I now realize that you knew what I didn’t, that it wasn’t possible for both of us to be happy in a codependent relationship. It’s a bad addiction a disease there not aware there wrong we are hear our voices and sentence them to rehabs pleas Issa from 4/15/95 to 11/12/17 R. P my son Long Island ny Darrin, When they told me you were gone I was in shock and devastated. I watched her kill herself for years.battles over what to do,how to cope etc. I felt as though she didn’t love me enough to want to stay and try to be better. She was a beautiful caring soul that fell prey to evil and I will forever miss her. I been taken out of her home by my grandparents when I was 5.